the weather of clouds

i scaled the great, giant wall to it's peak

and i look over.

i see now through the blues and greens 

that fear is not alone but alone is fear itself.

i've driven over, through the flora of the heart and feet.

i was guilty and i covered my eyes.

i covered my eyes on my ascent to a case of honest truth!

i haven't any support.

            one leg in brick, one leg in doubt.

abandon me? your mothership. jump!

oh oh mutiny of my grasp, i love and loathe.

i've failed you, crew, 

i've run us into the great, giant wall.